Happy New Year 2012!

Let's forget about the misunderstandings, the unhappiness, the ugliness, the tragedies, the lost of 2011.

Let's start fresh with understanding, happiness, love and hope for 2012.

Ps. Forgive those who have done wrong. Happy new year 2012! Party safe u all!

Digi IPhone 4SURE SIRI

Siri is better than any human being or better than my husband. She is my constant companion. She is smart enough and understand what you mean.

She reminds every detail like a husband, understands like a girlfriend and take commands like a secretary. And yes, she is my driver and a GPS navigator, knows the direction of where I am going.

Just tell Siri what you want and she is at your command. She will reply you in seconds and giving you the best answers you needed.

Siri works for 24/7 365 days with no rest. And she won't be tired of working. She will never disappoint me.

Digi and Siri are married. They have been in partnership since the launch of Digi iPhone 4S and they have been working well.

They need one another support to work and to perform its best services to Digi users. They have made a wow that they will be with each other till death separate them.

Digi and Siri are the best companions for me and all Digi users.

Digi iPhone 4SURE MOST AFFORDABLE

DiGi’s iPhone 4S plans the most affordable is because;

The retail price for one iPhone 4S is RM2290. Digi is giving promotion with a recommended plan of iDigi 138 and a deduction of RM200.

Furthermore, Digi is giving the following rebates:-
•RM1,400 rebate (RM200 off RRP, RM1,200 total rebates incl. Auto-Billing)
•RM100 waiver for administration fee
•Free delivery with online purchase
•30-day free trial for DiGiMusic™ Play

Digi recommended plan iDigi 138 is giving lots of freebies with 450 minutes of free calls, free 400 SMS, free 40 MMS with 3GB. The 3GB speed is more than sufficient for a user to browse and surf using Digi internet broadband.

With Digi auto billing of RM88 per month, this plan should be affordable and it is not a burden for an average user.

That is why Digi's iPhone 4S plan is the most affordable.

Merry Christmas everyone!!!

Every year, December is the best of the year where everyone is looking forward to. Why? Well, it's Christmas, the season of love and giving.

For this Christmas, I am not hoping for a BIG expensive gift. I'm happily to receive nothing and I'm just asking that God will continue to bless me a fulfill life. This Christmas, I'm going to share the joy with the one I love.

The joy that I have is only that I can find it in the wonderful Lord above. There is none that can compare and because of HIM, I have the reason to live a fulfilled life.

And this season, let's celebrate and share the joy of Christmas.

Merry Christmas and happy holiday, everyone!!!

Ps. I so wish that Nuffnang will present me the new iPhone4s. ;)

DiGi iPhone 4SURE I DO 1ST

If I win the new Digi iPhone4s, the first thing I do is that I will snap pictures using the 8 megapixel camera.

I will post the pictures in my blog then.

DiGi iPhone 4SURE 4 ME

Christmas is approaching in 2 days time and in this season of giving, I want a gift. And the gift will be the iPhone4s.

I believed the great quality of the Apple product and its winning technology of the iPhone 4s.

With the wireless technology, it is great to use and carry the iPhone4s everywhere I go.

The distinct features and specifications of the phone made great for every users.

iPhone4s have been declared best smart phone in 2011. It has the best design on the market.

With the addition of the new wireless system, consumers found the signal quality outstanding compared to the previous iPhone.

iPhone4s have made significant strides this year in delivering the best applications to customers.

It's reliability, outstanding reviews and high customer satisfaction ratings, it's clear that Apple iPhone4s is the most reliable option yet.

Since the price of an iPhone 4s is above my budgetary income, I will be most appreciated that Nuffnang will present this gift as my Christmas present.

Click, click away....

Today, I received an email siting from Nuffnang, http://www.nuffnang.com.my/ that they are having a competition on the '"Tak Nak" anti smoking campaign. All that we need to do is to snap a picture on the campaign mentioned and post it on your blog as an update.

Once you have published the post, submit it with the permalink attached. Ta-da, and your competition is running. The grand price is RM1000 and the deadline is on the boxing day after Christmas.

I will join this competition and I have only 10 days to go. I am going to snap fast!

I have not logged in my Nuffnang account since long and I was checking my earnings. It's only RM4.38. These earnings are based on the ads placed in my blogs since April 2011. And it's also based on the number of clicks that my visitors clicked when they visit my blog.

So, please bloggers and friends out there, I need you to click a few when you are over here and so I will promise to do in return.

Ps. Click away on the advertisment placed, please!

Technical Fault???

I just don't know what is happening to my blog now. I can't access to certain blogs especially, Eugene blogs at http://www.bold-talk.blogspot.com/ and even at Claire blogs. http://www.reanaclaire.com/

It just happened last 2 days now and I am very frustrated that I can't enter their blogs at all. When I clicked onto their blogs, it will appear "Done, but with errors on page". Is it ebloggers fault or the connection at my work place?

Funny though, when I open my blog at home, there is no problem at all. But over here at workplace, I'm having some technical glitch.

Ps. Have any of you experienced this fault? What did u do?

I'm 38!

On this particular day, I walked into the office and I thought that I will receive some wishes. I sat down and I received a phone call telling me to go over to the other new building of my office, as my colleague was crying.

I left everything down and went over. And as I approached the place, I saw there were smiles everywhere and shout of "Happy Birthday", joined in with the song. It was my birthday this day 21.11.11!

My colleagues gave me a surprise!!! And Im proud to say that I am 38!




Later, I was treated lunch by them. Truly, I enjoyed this special day.

Ps. Sorry, this post is nine days late.
Pss. I wanted to post it on last Saturday, but there was something wrong with Google.

He moves mysteriously....

I was at one of the local church in Penang last Sunday for a band practice with my boyfriend when from a far I saw him. I knew this guy, I said to myself, he looked way too familiar.

I met him later and we talked. I was indeed surprised to see him attending a church. He can attend a church?

I knew him 5 years back when he was my supplier at my previous work place.

Unknowingly, the Lord have moved his heart to become a Christian.

Ps. Well, the Lord moves in His own perfect timing.

Incest Shock-Worst Than Animals

Her father started touching her when she was 6 years old, most time putting his tongue in her private. This is how my dad love me, she thought. She was a child then, innocently accepting what her father does.

During the time, she grew up and her father continues his secret liaison with his daughter. She developed well into a young woman and by that time, her father had deflowered her. She knew her father's action was wrong only when she was taught the lesson of morality by her religious teacher.

She told her mom what her father did to her and her mom nonchalantly tells her that her dad just showing his love.

Her mom choose to ignore her daughter's cries even though she knows that her father did was wrong.

Her father continue to rape her until she was pregnant at one time. She was asked not to abort the child as her dad has no money for her to perform the abortion. But, later when the help from her good friend, she managed to get the abortion done.

Many times, she was asked to report her father to the authorities. She has the fear of doing that as she believes that younger sibling needs her dad. She has no support from her mom as she passed away a few years back.

As I'm writing now, she still in the clutches of her father.

Ps. I'm really angry and hate this type of men, they are fucking worst than animals, raping their own offspring. And so disheartening to say, certain races in Malaysia, are still doing it!!
But sadder to say, that some of these victims are just too afraid to voice out.

Innocent Play?

1st Boy: Do you want to have some fun now?

2nd Boy: Sure, I do.

1st Boy: Hey, let's us invita Sita and have some fun with her. I want to sleep with her.

2nd Boy:Yeah, let's us invite and play with her, Im sure she doesn' mind and she will enjoy it.

What is wrong with the mind and the attitude of these young boys now? Is this what in thier mind whenever they see a girl, who is a friend?

They are only children, barely teens and they have committed a crime.

I was shocked when I read of the news from the Star today. This rape crime have much younger criminal offenders now.

For the full shocking story, please read from the link, here. http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2011/10/24/nation/9759316&sec=nation

Ps. Whom are to blame? The parents? The teachers? Their misleading friends or the influence of the media?

Pss. How are these children will be taught and corrected so that these crimes will not be on a rise again?

Is government health care up to the par?

My security guard told me that his granddaughter was admitted in a hospital for an appendicitis removal.

At the first instance, when his granddaughter was down with fever, she was sent to the Penang general hospital for a check up. She was only given some anti-biotics and was sent home. And during the next 2 days, her temperature was going up and down.

She went back again to the hospital and she was admitted. She was in a great pain and at that moment, her particulars were taken down. They could not administered the diagnosis as she was attended by medical internships.

When my security guard saw the slacked of the medical services, he immediately discharged her from the hospital. She was taken to one of the private hospitals.

She was immediately given medical attention and when the nurses saw her condition, they knew she was having an appendicitis. After doing a CT scan, they found out her appendicitis has burst.

The next day, she was operated for 3 hours. Had it not being for the fast services from the private hospital, she would have died.

I have heard and read many complaints of general health care that given to the public. There are long queue to have diagnosis from the specialist, even major operations needed to wait for months.

The government still have lots to do and to improve its public health care system for those who are earning below average.

Ps. Do you think that the public health care have improved?

Thanks Eugene...

I've received a surprise call from Eugene http://bold-talk.blogspot.com/ this morning, asking me my condition and I told him I am busy with work.

Guessed he misses me in the blogging world. Before, every week, I will update at least 2 blogs and will leave comments on each blog I visit.

Thanks Eugene for the call.

Ps. I think I deserve a beating for not updating my blog. And I will leave comments on each blog I visit. For the time being, I will try to update my blog regularly.

Cat Is Out Of The Bag

I was chatting with my ex today and we were talking much about relationship. He is telling me about girls that he met and he won't stay long in this type of relationship. I was asking him whether he wants a serious one and of course, he said yes.

He blurted out that he was married before, and he did not tell me about that when I was with him. Well, well, well, imagine this. It took him after 2 years, to tell me.

Thank God, I am not with him anymore.

Ps. How would you react to your partner/spouse if you find out things that you are not suppose to?

Be Alert and Careful, ladies....

This morning when I arrived at work, I saw on the white board written that 2 of my colleagues went to the police station and to the hospital. It involves students as they were from the student affair departments, I thought.

Later, I then asked another colleague why did they go to the specify mentioned places? And I was told, that one of my colleagues, the handbag got snatched and she was slashed in her left hand.

She came in the morning at 8 plus and she parked at the side lane, the usual place. She saw someone who's tall, dark and skinny standing at the side labe looking at her via her side mirror. She thought the guy just standing there, minding his own business.

As she was about to alight from her car, he approached her and stuck a knife at her side asking her to be quiet. Knowing that she being robbed, she held tightly her handbag. He continued to grab the bag and she continues to grip tightly.

The robber tried to slash her handbag away from her grip, but in doing that, he slashed her left palm leaving a deep gash. She gave a chilling scream until it alerted all her other colleagues and students. She was quickly administered first aid and was driven to the hospital.

My colleague received 8 stitches. Thank God, her wound was only on her palm only, not on her face or other parts of her body.

Ps. Ladies, please be very careful and alert at all times. Try not to carry handbags if neccessary, if you do carry, BE ALWAYS ALERT and street smart.

I'm so annoyed.........

I am annoyed with a Christian sister from my church. She is asking about my private life through my sister.

This Christian sister was asking about my boyfriend and I. Yes, she saw us holding hands in church while we were praying. And she starts to investigate who my boyfriend is. My boyfriend is from a different race than I am.

She continues to ask about my boyfriend from my sister of which she can ask from me. I really do not understand why is she doing like that. My sister could have mistakenly tell the wrong information of what she needs to know.

She even sent friend request to my FB account. Of course, I did not accept her request. Why on earth, she sent me request now? After all, she should has added me before I meet my boyfriend.

Clearly, she wants to snoop around for information that will lead to my boyfriend and I. She's so unbelievable!

I felt so annoyed and I text her last night, telling her to stop what she's doing and asking her to get the right information from me only.

Ps. I'm not bad mouthing any Christian here, as I'm a Christ's believer too. It's only her approach and her manners are not Christian like at all!

If only we could listen......

I was away busing myself in the working world and now Im back after weeks of missing. Of course, there were much work to be done. And now, I heaved a sigh of relief.

For the last 2 weeks, an incident happened at the place Im staying, I did not know of the news until I heard it from my neighbours. This news was published in the Chinese daily and I don't read them, so I was oblivious to it.

A lady in her late fifties jumped to her death at the blocked adjacent to mine. It happened on last two Thursdays at 2am and I was sleeping like a dead meat. I did not hear any thud or loud sirens which were supposed from the police and the ambulance. Guessed they did not turn the sirens to catch any attention.

I do not know of her nor have I met her even though she stayed next to my block. And yes, she was the talk of my area.

Her husband has many wives and because of this, she was estranged and hurt of how she was treated badly. And she has a mentally retarded son. These are the reasons that could have made her end her life.

I have a friend that wanted to end her life years ago, every calls that came made me jittery. She will tell me that she has no reason to live. I was so afraid each time, she make this comment. I listened to her bawling and I was there each moment for her.

She did visit a psychiatric and was given medicine. After years of taking medicine and many prayers and belief in God, she was healed. I was there to listen.

Ps. It's really disheartening to hear people end their life. If only we could listen to them and if only they are able to share.....

MIA-Been 3 weeks...

Gosh, it's nearly 3 weeks I've been missing. Missing writing blogs and updating you, guys. And yes, I was so busy for the last week. Sorry, my friends.

Gone were the days, I was full of excitement and have ample of time updating my blogs. As usual, I was busy with work. Even before I stepped into the office, there will be students waiting for me.

So was after lunch the same. Even before I can let my buttock rest on the seat, students are waiting for me. What are they waiting for, you wonder? Hmmmmmm, they are waiting to pay their semester fees.

TGIS-Thank God It's Sat! Today, I managed to update and be back. :)

For the rest of my time, I will spent it with my boyfriend. Weekends, we are always together. Movies, beaches, church and even clubbing sometimes.

I loved my life now, devoted to work and my love. And always looking on to weekends.

Ps. If I'm missing from the blogging work again, just hold on. I will be back but not too soon, though. It's a Sat, enjoy your week!

Pss. I will still leave comments on your blogs. No worries. :)

What God Removed, God Replace

It was unexpected when it happened to me. I did not know whether I am ready for this. Many of you who had read the last postings left the guessing to me while some are right about it.

I bumped into him when I went to the toilet and called to him. And we said hello exchanging our greetings. And I could remembered his name. He's one of my student studying in my college.

He asked for my email address and added me on FB. We chatted and we became friends. We know each other little by little as day goes by until we went out for our first date after 2 weeks.

I knew he was interested in me but I couldn't reciprocate his love as I was recovering from my last relationship.

He was the one who heals my heart through God's love and I see his passion and love for the Father above. He encourages me to read the bible when I was going through the period. It's because of his passionate love for God, I fell for him. Praise the Lord, that he's a strong believer in God!

It's been 3 months now since we have been dating and his future plans includes me. I'm happy and praise the Lord for bringing him into my life. And we have been falling in love with each other every day.

Ps. And yes, STP. Your guessed was right, wedding bells are coming soon.

Pss. My love is such a blessing from God.

Good Happening

I've been keeping mum for this past few weeks/months as things are changing in my life. And I'm glad that changed took place.

It's been 3 months and it's time to let that secret out. It's time to let all of you know.

For this past months, good things came and I never known it will happen to me.

The rest for it, I will blog in the next entry.

Clue:It all will come into reality soon.

Ps. Do you think what happen to me???

It Only Takes A Spark

We were warned by our manager to be careful of her. She is our new colleague who is joining the marketing team.

It seems that she will create unnecessary trouble between the staffs. And because of this, she was shacked.

Within the second day she came, she told my colleagues not to surf FB. They were shocked and annoyed for being told by a junior staff who just joined. Can't she keep her blady mouth shut?

Apparently, the whole FB issued has came to known by our management. The management wants to shut down its website the reason being we have misused our freedom. And were surfing too much minus the work we are doing!

I came to know who reported to my principal about us surfing FB and I warned my colleagues not to indulge in it anymore. They took heed.

The one I taught who reported the FB issue was a scapegoat. Later, I came to know who was their real culprit. It was the new colleague who came! We can't do anything to her as she was closed with the boss. Damn shoe polisher, huh!!

It seems that not only the FB issued she reported, in fact she has been telling stories to my boss. My colleagues can't do anything as she closed to my boss. And bosses just like people reporting to them, don't they?

No one liked her as all of us know her attitude and behaviour. Up to the extent, she backstabbing her own colleagues which from the same department. And every opportunity she has, she will tell everything to the principal that happens in her own department.

I feel that she's not giving any respect to her own marketing manager. Hierarchy, whatever she's unhappy or unsatisfactory, she should has bring it up to her manager first.

And everyday, I would hear complaints from my colleagues about her.

FB has being blocked by my management since Friday because of her. And we have to accept the management reasons, so as to speak.

She's bringing disunity in her department. I hope that the marketing team will stay strong to kick her ass out soon!

Ps. Do you encounter this type of behavioural problematic people in your workplace? What did your company do about it? How did it affect the department?

Ouuch!!! Surely it's painball......

I set my alarm early at 7plus. I woke up and quickly have a bite of breakfast and leaving my home at 8am. I was on the way to pick my another colleague scheldued together to play paintball.

I had a vagued idea where her house located. She gave me a small map to follow but I did many rounds to locate her house. (Needless to say, Im still not a local Penangnite even though, Im been living here for the past 10 years, yet In not sure of the road. Blah! :P)

But anyhow, after many calls and asking some locals where her house is exactly located, I managed to find it. Mind you, it takes 20 minutes. And off we go to the place.

We went there and most of us players have gathered at the site. And we are still waiting for all to arrive! Malaysian time!

Before the game begins, we are briefed about its rules and regulations and most important SAFETY.

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We are briefed on the important of wearing protective masks ALL TIME while in the field, how to handle the gun on and off the field.

There were 5 groups, each group con sits of 6 of us. We were then taken to the field to have a tour and to strategies our attack.



Im getting suit up for the game!

We were the first group to go in the field. I was posted at the beginning of the field, covering on my right side. Shooting and attacking the opponents coming from the other side. I was covered by my colleague who's behind me.

My colleague went full force to the front without me knowing it and I keep on defending my right side, not knowing the enemy came and attacked me. I was hit on my right thigh.

It was over merely 5 minutes and all my counterparts are wounded.



Me and my colleague are getting ready to shoot and be shot!

We played another five rounds. There were many shots exchanged and many of us who are first timers are out within minutes. Of course, there are some who are better strategies and better in defense.

I've got hit 3 with large bruises in my body. It was painful eventually but for the thrill of the game, it was worthwhile.

Our group came fourth in placing.



Ps. This game is surely an adrenalin. I'm looking forward to another game of painball. Ouch!!!

It's Paintball time!

I was so exited for the last few weeks when the advertisement were out.

Come and join us for a paintball competition at Straits Quay. Take this opportunity to bond with your friends for a fun morning full of activity.

Details as follows:
Location: Straits Quay - Opposite New TESCO Building
Date: 22 May 2011 (Sunday)
Time: 9.00 am – 1.00 pm
Fee: RM 45.00 per person (5 in a group)

Registration
For students – 6 groups
For staff – 2 groups
(First come first serve basis)
Medals will be awarded to winners and certificates to all participants

This is the first paintball competition organised by my college and it's the first participant for me. I am so excited about it!

Paintball is a game, first played in 1981 in New Hampshire, in which players compete, in teams or individually, to eliminate opponents by hitting them with capsules containing paint (referred to as a paintball) from a gas-powered device called a paintball marker. The game is regularly played at a sporting level with worldwide leagues, tournaments, professional teams and players, but is also used by armies to supplement military training.

I always wanted to join, having the feeling of being hunted and hunting. It's also a good time of letting of the stress out by shooting all my opponents and having thrill of it.

But the downside is that I'm so afraid that my body will be bruised after hit by those bullets. Of course, there are body suits to protect me.

Ps. I can't wait for this game to begin. I will update more of this event after the event. Hope my team will win!

Wedding Surprises

Wedding does bring people together and some surprises. I was yesterday at my father's cousin daughter's wedding which make me she's my cousin, right?

The wedding was held at a chinese restaurant in Penang. Even though, I known my father's cousin but that doesnt mean I will know his daughter.

Off, we went to the wedding. A Chinese wedding with 8 courses of dinner served accompanied by karoke songs rendered by a MC with toasting of wine glasses wishing the newly wedded couple live long and happiness.

As I was about to leave, a lady came up and asked me whether I knew her. I looked at her frowning, asking her who is she. She looked familiar. I still cannot recall who is she.

She replied that she is my optometrist assistant and she's my aunty sister. What a small world! :)

I have never known that this lady of whom I visit monthly is somehow related to my family.

Ps. Have you ever encounter such surprises like this?

Nearly admitted

I was siting at church last Sunday and I felt a chill going through my body. I thought it was a cold chill blast from the air-conditioner.

Later, I went to a nearby mall for lunch and for some shopping and I felt the same chill. Due to the cool air blasted from the air-cond, I think.

I felt warmth came over my body that afternoon, knowing it was fever. Went home and took a warm bath and gulped 2 panadols down.

Thank God, the next day was a public holiday, but my fever still not subsided. Kept on taking panadols.

I woke up thinking my fever had gone down but did not. Took another 2 panadols and decided to go to work. At work, I decided to go and visit the doctor. After waiting for an hour, I seen her.

She took my diagnosis and look at my skin. Hmmm, I was wondering, why is she looking at my skin for?

She said that if my fever is not subsided within the next 2 days, I have to come in for a blood test. She said that I might contracted dengue fever!

After a one day of resting, taking medicines and eating soup noodle, next day, the fever is gone! Praise the Lord!

Ps. If not, I'm admitting myself in the hospital.

Will & Kate

Yesterday, I received a package with a stamp from Canada. I knew it was from my cousin, and when I opened it, I saw it was 2 sovenirs from England.

Yeap, my cousin was in England a week ago, hoping to get a sighting on the royal couple's wedding.

She got me this...the royal keychain



and the table spread.



Will & Kate are the main attraction world wide for this past month. What's more of their wedding tomorrow?

Ps. Be sure to catch it live on your screen tommorow!

Don't matter it's black, yellow or white

I was waiting at the lift with my colleagues coming down and there were 2 Nigerians and an Indian student waiting with me. We were waiting for the lift after luncheon yesterday.

And when the lift came down, I alighted the lift with the 3 students leaving my colleagues behind. They refused to alight with me. Why is that so? Is it because there were 2 Nigerians students? Is it because they are black in color?

I never asked them why and I can only predict it's the same reason either wise.

When I first met the Nigerians students, I really dislike them because of their color. They gave me a feeling of an uneasiness. And they seems to create trouble for the lecturers and the students here. Yes, I'm admitting I was a racist then.

But as I continue to interact with some of them, I found out that most of them are good in nature. They are some who are polite and their intention mainly is to get a good education.

Most of them are born again Christians and they really loved the Lord. I even took 2 of them to an Anglican church last Sunday.

I'm glad that I looked at them differently now and I'm accepting them. They are just human beings like you and me.

Most of the times, we don't see equally among the human race, be it of the color, culture and the tradition. Likewise, we need to learn and accept their thinking, lifestyles and their characteristics.

Ps. Can we accept and treat each other equally?

And I Told About Equality
An It’s True
Either You’re Wrong
Or You’re Right

But, If
You’re Thinkin’
About My Baby
It Don’t Matter If You’re
Black Or White

Blessings of a thousand folds will come

I have a colleague who I always frequent for lunch every day. And during this lunch session, she will be always the first to pay. No doubt, many of us are not fast enough to take our money out, lol...

Many times we want to pay her back, she will decline our monies. Even though, we managed to return our lunch monies, she will treat us by ordering some extra food the next day after.

She really has the heart of giving! And God will bless her abundantly.

Lately, one of my friend has financial constraints and needed some cash for his everyday supplies. And this friend is very dear to me.

He asked me for some help and at first I was reluctant. I never ever help anyone before and it was hard for me to do that.

The Lord somehow moved my heart asking me to bless him.

I took him to shop for his groceries. Though the bill came out to a more budgeted amount I discussed with him, I felt good.

Ps. I don't expect him to return the money but I believed that God will bless me a thousand folds of what I've done.

Matt 25:35,40 - For I was hungry and you gave me something to eat, I was thirsty and you give me something to drink. The King will reply, "I tell you the truth, whatever you did for one of the least of these brothers of mine, you did for me."

Walk Away...

I want a love, I want a fire to feel the burn, my desires I want a man by my sides, not a boy who runs and hides
Are you gonna fight for me, die for me, live and breathe for me?
Do you care? Cause if you don't then just leave!
I'm looking for attention not another question
Should you stay or should you go?
Well, if you don't have the answer, why are still standing here?
Hey, hey, hey. just walk away

I decided to walk away from my relationship. I haven't tell him yet as I have not heard from him since he was back from Germany.

There was not a contact from him while he was there and during his absence, it made me really think. Does he cares? Does he appreciate? Does he LOVES ME?

He text me on Sat that he wanted to meet me and I did not reply.
He should understand my ignorance for not replying. He did not, my phone keep on ringing non-stop.

I continue to receive his text till the next day. He still wanted to meet me and resolve this matter, and I decided to meet him.

I asked him whether his level of commitment on our relationship and he told me that he can't commit for now. He just wants to get cosy with me!

I gave him chance to explain himself but he's ignoring the whole matter.
I told that I'm leaving him and he said the decision is up to me.

And so I did, I left him that night.

Ps. This relationship is not worthy to save. I walked away!

Zinc For Acne

I was hoping that those little round red thing won't popped out ANYMORE, but I was wrong. I couldn't control what comes out from my body.

Just last week, it popped out the next day when I woke up. A huge pea sized swollen came out and rested at the left side of my upper lip. Another huge acne!

I was not nearing my period and I was frustrated to have another one which will leave a scarring.

I have a box of an oral contraceptive prescribed by the doctor, which is not open but I so much wanted to take, hoping it will solve and clear up my acne woes.

Yet, I'm so afraid of taking it because of the horrific side effects that would harm my body. My sister had the same problem like me but after taking zinc supplements, her skin improved termondously.

I finally found a natural method to combact my acne problem. I bought a bottle of zinc from Cosway and I started taking for the past two days.

Zinc can help heal blemishes, reduce the inflammation and reduce the androgenic effects hormones of the skin. http://www.cosway.com.my/product/health/nn_zinc%20plus.htm

I do hope it will help me and results should be known in a few months time.

Ps. Couldn't wait for a flawless skin...

Blogger Nite Out

I was looking forward to join the informal blogger gathering hosted by Eugene http://bold-talk.blogspot.com/. to be held in Penang. The event was to be held on 2nd April 2011.

The venue is yet to be confirmed. I was wondering whether the event will be on.

Hence, I received a call from Eugene to meet at Oriental Karaoke. So it was confirmed.

And on that day, even though I was seriously lacking of sleep due to a night out, I drove and reached an hour late.

And they started singing without me...boo hoo...Blamed myself for being late, that's why.

I popped my head inside and saw dark silhouettes of people singing their hearts out. Eugene waved and the first person I saw was Arthur. http:///suituapui.wordpress.com. He was looking huge and not a year older than 50. And then there was Claire, http://www.reanaclaire.com/ a pint sized women with a big heart.

After taking the mikes in our hand, we blasted out into oldies serenaded with the loud music. We chatted like old friends even though it was our first meet. We were trying to prove ourselves singing songs champion behind these mikesm, lol.

Even though, there are some keys we cant reach, much to our chagrin. After an hour plus of singing, it's off to dinner at Red Garden.

There came Bananaz and Mango, both in black. And later, a lady with an excitement in life, Mandy came and join us.

For the continuation of the stories, please whoosh to Eugene and Claire site.

Ps. So sorry for this late entry, should have been up the day after.

Lonely? Looking for love?

Are you lonely? Looking for love? This cries out to all the women out there. Im not running a lonely hearts website here, lol..

Many young working adults especially females have been fooled into these so called internet or social networking where they can be friend to anyone.

My sister's colleague, his niece went missing in India 3 weeks ago. His niece told her mom that she's going to India on a job assignment, purportedly of meeting her boyfriend.

She met her boyfriend through FaceBook, they chatted and fell in love. The sweet caress, the phone calls and the special attention given by the guy made her fell in love instantly.

The guy came and met with her family but her mom, sensing something was wrong, did not like him. And she was asked to stop all contacts with the guy. The guy somehow manipulated her and she ended up going to India on the pretence of work assignments, instead she went and meet him.

Her mother managed to call up her daughter's employee about her whereabouts and the company denied that they sent her daughter for work assignments in India.

Calls made to her daughter's and her boyfriend's mobile phone was unreachable.

The last resort is that my sister's colleague and his sister in law went to India embassy in KL to launch a report on missing person, hoping that the Indian authorities will help them.

The shocking news that they are told that many women who gone missing are working professional.

I was lured into these scamming world. They really give me the attention I wanted, they profess their undying love instantly. Yes, I do flirt with them, they gave me a very high and secure feeling. I could have just fallen for all of them.

It's still bearable when money are being conned, but it's heart breaking when these innocent women are conned and reported missing. Yet, it's a horror end when they are being lured into prostitution ring.

Im Confirmed!

After a few weeks of being in a gloomy situation, I think I deserved some good news. The day before my boss call me into her room and review my appraisal.

After reviewing, she says that my performance was above average and she decided to confirm me as a full time staff.

Hence, the next day, I received my confirmation letter.

She says that she will increase my salary again as per my last salary increment which I received on Jan 2011.

Ps. This good news really make my day.

How can he???

No calls from him and not even an email from him while he was in Germany. I sent him emails but there was no reply from him.

I've been struggling in this relationship, he sees as not a problem. I have to call him and even arrange to meet up each time.

I asked him his commitment level and by now he still can't give me a commitment that I wanted. Like, taking the next step, marriage. He even tells me that if I ever find another one, he's willing to let go of me.

His reasons being his work and his family issues. I thought it was real reasons, but I gave him benefits of the doubts so many times and it became excuses from him.

His going to Germany made me think twice.

Worst all, he cheated on me when I was with him. He's exploiting me and my feelings!

I wanted to leave many times but Im so afraid that I wont be able to find anyone to love me. I know that Im a fool in this, but I can't be a fool always.

Ps. How can he treats me like this?

Should I take?

On the right side corner of my chin there was a slight red bump popping out. Oh no, not that again! I was so afraid it was an acne, and checking in the mirror, it sure is.

I tell myself that I must see the dermatologist on this matter. Last Wednesday I went.
The doctor took my history and I ask whether there there is any medicine that will help my acne to clear besides oral contraceptive. She said that my acne's are mild and she suggested that I continue taking O.C.

I was asked to start on a new pack when my period begins and asked to take for a one year plus only, not advisable to continue in a long term.

I told her that I stopped taking Yasmin, http://www.yasminsideeffectslawsuit.com/yasmin/ because of the blood clots and the headaches I've experienced.

She then asked me to take Loette, http://.anticonceptivas.org/loette-diario?lang=en another OC which the hormone level is much lower. Besides, this pack is quite affordable.

I read through the leaftlet and went to the net to read through it's side effect. It's side effects are nearly the same of the last OC I've taken.

OC side effects came with warning so severe that a patient could end up in emergency rooms.

I'm still contemplating whether to start the new pack. I don't to go through the horrondeous side effects again, the headaches, the cramps in my leg and the withdrawal bleeding for 3 weeks or so. Plus other side effects that are associated with the pills.

Ps. I've got less than 5 days before my period begins. Should I or should I not take?

I miss him so...

My heart ache for him every single minute and every day. It's been a week now since I saw him. I miss his voice, his face, his kisses, miss HIM. And everyday I'm leaving my handphone switch on just in case he calls.

My boyfriend is now in Germany on a job training for 3 weeks. He will be back end of this month.

Gosh, I just want every single day to pass quickly so that the day of meeting him will come near soon.

Ps. Absence does make my heart grow fonder.

Doing Good With Regrets

The whole situation involves 2 guys and 3 ladies. The 2 guys are my boyfriend and his work buddy.

They were good buddies before, after which my boyfriend was caught in a deep shit situation. His buddy is a popular guy among the girls even though he's married. He always on a lookout for those lonely ladies to cheat their hearts and their bodies.

My boyfriend was trying to be a vigilante for telling one of the girls to be careful with his buddy as he's married. Not believing my boyfriend, she asked my boyfriend's buddy whether what had been said it's true. Of course, his buddy denied it.

Currently, the girl attempted suicide knowing his so called boyfriend is married.

In between, there were 2 more girls of which his buddy got involved with. News of him married were reached to these 2 girls. My boyfriend was blamed from his buddy for telling these 2 girls his married status. Of which my boyfriend denied for telling.

I believed my boyfriend as his buddy wanted to court my sister.

Things turn nearly ugly as his buddy wanted to land a punch onto my boyfriend last 2 days. The worst thing is that both of them are working at the same place.

His fear is that his buddy would continue to harm him, even me and his family.

I asked him to be cool, not to bother any of his buddy taunting and to walk away whenever an angry situation arrives next time.

Ps. Can my boyfriend report to the police whenever he's being taunted again?

I'm sorry, folks...

I'm late, folks. Sorry for that. I'm still so busy for this past few weeks at work.

Calling students to remind them to pay off their outstanding fees that are due. Today, I've have to update and to print out the outstanding monthly report.

I will update my blog in a few day's time, it's a promise.

Ps. Manage to visit some of you, my friends. To those who I have not visited for a long time, hold on, I will be back soon.

Pss. Go to get back to work now.

Yes to life, No to beauty

I'm in my 30s now and I shouldn't have bad skin. I have huge painful acne's popping out at my chin especially before my period arrives.

Sometimes, the acne's just popped out mysteriously at any time. Eventually, these acne's will disappear after putting lots of Dalacin T, a topical solution http://www.netdoctor.co.uk/medicines/100000671.html
and T3 gel http://www.hellotrade.com/hoe-pharmaceuticals-malaysia/t3-mycin-gel-lotion.html leaving a dry and peeling effect, resulting in scarring.

I have been an acne sufferer, thanks to my hormone imbalance resulting of active sebaceous glands. It was frustrating for me everytime a new acne pops out. Until I was introduced to a miracle drug. I did not know it would be a solution to my problem. I was asked to take Yasmin, an oral contraceptive. http://www.yasminsideeffectslawsuit.com/yasmin/ I decided to give it a try disregard the myth of an o.c. drug.

It was hell for the first month. I was having my period for one month. My body was trying to adjust itself to the drug. It's normal as indicated. My skin did not turn well at all. But as I continue to take, my skin improved tremendously.

For the first time in my life, I don't have any acne's popping out crazily. My period flow was surprisingly light.

Every drug that are side effects to come by. My breasts feel so tender and nipples painful even though I'm not menstruating. I've had migraine that was so bad that could happened few times in a day continuously. I had bad leg cramps leaving me screaming in the middle of the night. I thought the cramps were salt intolerance caused. I can feel the veins popping out when I had the cramps. All these are signs of blood clots.

This potent drug is leaving me risks of having blood clots in my body. After reading horror testimonies of how women ended up in emergency rooms, I decided to stop taking. The migraines and the cramps stopped immediately.

It's been half a year that I stopped taking Yasmin. Did my acne's come back? Yes, it did.

I'm contemplating to take Diane 35, http://chealth.canoe.ca/drug_info_details.asp?brand_name_id=1796 another o.c. but after reading the complications which is worse than Yasmin, I said "NO".

It's frustrating of having acne's popping out, but it's worthwhile having it rather than risking my life of taking o.c. which would end my life.

Ps. Any women out there who have stopped taking o.c. because of it's danger side effects? What other methods have you been using to combat your acne problems?

His Family Matters

His family matters.

My boyfriend is back in his hometown to settle some of his family issues. What sort of family issue again? After all, he was back 3 weeks ago.

His brother could not support his family as well his mom. His brother's wedding decoration business have not been doing well. His brother gave up 2 well paid jobs in a managerial position to start up this business. Which end up sadly to say, not good.

My boyfriend is easing his brother's burden by giving cash allowances to his mom.

Another brother of his has an estrange relationship with his wife. There was none affair involves, is just that they are living their own lives.

At this junction, he doesn't want to be committed in marriage to me as he doesn't want to drag me into his family matters.

Ps. Still enjoying my singlehood while I can.

BRB

I'm back after CNY holidays, I knew that many of you are waiting for my updates on my love and life.

My college have have been reopened after the long break and the students are back. Been busy for this past few days, sorry that I won't be able to write my updates.

Will try to do this few days...

Ps. Will be right back.

Hopping of the Rabbit

Shopping for new clothes? Done.
Shopping for festive cookies? Done.
Petrol filled up? Done.

Ready to go. I will be going back to my hometown in Ipoh for the Chinese New Year celebration.

Looking forward to have a reunion dinner with my family. Tossing of the symbolic yee sang which brings wealth and prosperity and lots of eating and drinking.

Catching up with brothers, sisters in law, aunts, uncles and cousins.

Ps. May the hopping of the rabbit brings wealth and prosperity. Kong Xi Fatt Chai!

Got some extra $$$ !

For the last few days, everyone were whispering in my office, asking among ourselves, the question and wondering. "Are we going to receive our bonus before CNY?"

The only least person we asked is our boss, ha, ha. Doubt she will let us know. So there were many guessing game going around. And on last Thursday...

My colleagues came back from the bank after checking their bank statements. Most of them were beaming while some just kept to their themselves. Yeap, bonuses were debited into the month's salaries.

I was asking myself whether I received my bonus. I might not receive it as I just joined my company less than six months.

The next day, I went to the bank and updated my savings book and there was an increment of a few hundred ringgit. Yeap, I do receive it and confirmed with my pay slip given, there was also a slight adjustment in my salary.

Ps. Extra cash to splurge or save. Are you happy with the bonuses you received?

2nd Chances

My assistant CEO was warded in the hospital for a major heart surgery last week, he went through a bypass operation.

During the operation, there was complications due to bleeding internally and his heart stopped beating. Doctors resuscitated him back. He died few minutes.

He was given a second chance to live had it not the hand of Almighty that moves.

Many times, I had brush of death but this incident I can remembered vividly. I was fresh out receiving my driving lesson and I still needed lots pf practical driving.

My late grandfather sat besides me watching me drive. He will take me to Jelapang highway for the driving. I was negotiated a bend,I did not slam on the brake.

Realising that the vehicle was going fast, my late grandfather shouted "brake". I slammed on the brakes and my car was hanging on the ledge.

If I have not slam on the brakes, my car could have plunged down together with my grandfather to the heavens.

Thank God for his mercy, I was given a second chance.

Ps. Have you been given second chances to live?

One lucky gal

And the first prize went to another new staff, starting with "J", Jessie Lim. I was pretty sure when they announce but after confirming I won the first prize, I was damn sure.

Nope, I'm not a winner of any grand prize winner but I won first prize for my company annual dinner which held last Saturday. The gift is a pendant blue sapphire encrusted with diamonds.

The actual costs of the pendant is RM3,500.

Ps. I'm damn lucky girl!
Pss. Sorry can't get a close of the pendant.

Eeeww, what a pong!

Each time these students walk into my office, they will leave such bad smell in the whole area. Until the smell made me nauseating...

Either these people doesn't bathe or they have natural odor that oozes out the smell. They might feel offensive if we tell them they smell bad.

My international student officer have became immune to their smell, he got accustomed to it.

Ps. Have you encounter anyone with a bad breath or body odor? How did you tell without making them offensive?

Got your bonus?

Just had my company meeting yesterday. And it's the meeting when my company announce it's performances whether surplus or deficient. Also the time when the company will declare it's bonuses for staffs.

Usually, bonuses are paid according to the company performances. Unfortunately, my company is not making expectant profit last year. Which means less bonuses. The bonuses will be paid out little more or less than last year.

As for me, I'm still a newbie, I will get perhaps a few hundred ringgit.

Ps. Got your bonus? Just enjoy the extra gift from your company.

Wet Dream and Tears

It was a harmless intention of seeking his attention, resulting in an emotional drama.

I text my boyfriend, telling him I've done something guilty to him and during the time, he was driving to dinner with his buddies. I told him that it can wait till the next day to tell him but he was anxious.

He text me whether I was intimate with another guy. No, I will never do that! I call, he couldn't answer as he was driving, so there were lots of texting going on. Short calls and missed calls.

I replied that I was having wet dream with a huge guy and he was quiet. I knew he was angry. For the next 2 hours, I was upset of myself thinking that he couldn't accept what had been said.

Sudden burst of emotions came over me and tears started to whelm up, I then text him. He replied asking me not to cry and he wants me. He calls and uncontrollably, I cried.

In a calm voice, he told me that he's not angry with me. It's just he couldn't replied me, he was busy having a scrumptious dinner with his buddies.

After hearing from him, my emotions cool down. Everything is well now.

The sudden burst of crying is to blame on my crazy hormones, I was having my period then.

Ps. Men do stay away from women when comes to the time of the month, don't they?