No calls from him and not even an email from him while he was in Germany. I sent him emails but there was no reply from him.
I've been struggling in this relationship, he sees as not a problem. I have to call him and even arrange to meet up each time.
I asked him his commitment level and by now he still can't give me a commitment that I wanted. Like, taking the next step, marriage. He even tells me that if I ever find another one, he's willing to let go of me.
His reasons being his work and his family issues. I thought it was real reasons, but I gave him benefits of the doubts so many times and it became excuses from him.
His going to Germany made me think twice.
Worst all, he cheated on me when I was with him. He's exploiting me and my feelings!
I wanted to leave many times but Im so afraid that I wont be able to find anyone to love me. I know that Im a fool in this, but I can't be a fool always.
Ps. How can he treats me like this?