Wednesday, April 13, 2011

Walk Away...

I want a love, I want a fire to feel the burn, my desires I want a man by my sides, not a boy who runs and hides
Are you gonna fight for me, die for me, live and breathe for me?
Do you care? Cause if you don't then just leave!
I'm looking for attention not another question
Should you stay or should you go?
Well, if you don't have the answer, why are still standing here?
Hey, hey, hey. just walk away

I decided to walk away from my relationship. I haven't tell him yet as I have not heard from him since he was back from Germany.

There was not a contact from him while he was there and during his absence, it made me really think. Does he cares? Does he appreciate? Does he LOVES ME?

He text me on Sat that he wanted to meet me and I did not reply.
He should understand my ignorance for not replying. He did not, my phone keep on ringing non-stop.

I continue to receive his text till the next day. He still wanted to meet me and resolve this matter, and I decided to meet him.

I asked him whether his level of commitment on our relationship and he told me that he can't commit for now. He just wants to get cosy with me!

I gave him chance to explain himself but he's ignoring the whole matter.
I told that I'm leaving him and he said the decision is up to me.

And so I did, I left him that night.

Ps. This relationship is not worthy to save. I walked away!

17 comments:

SHY said...

Hello Jes, sorry to hear about your relationship...take it easy for awhile. Maybe you are not meant to each other sad to say.

suituapui said...

Oh dear. Hope you're ok. Well, sometimes something's are not meant to be. Hang on...someone destined for you will come along soon enough. Cheers!

reanaclaire said...

Que sera sera... Jess.. there is always a reason why it happened.. and u know the other person better than anyone else..
remember, when u finish this chapter, there is always another chapter to read..

Bananazą®‡ said...

Follow your heart..

sexyjessie said...

Shy:Nvr mind, I've taken easy. We are not meant to be.

sexyjessie said...

STP:Thanks, Im doing ok..ha ha. I was the one to leave him.

sexyjessie said...

Claire:Yes there is always the reason. Yeap, I do know the other person. Will let u know soon, :)

sexyjessie said...

Bananaz:My heart says, "Leave him". And I did.

Anonymous said...

bravo decision

eugene said...

Some men are not worth wasting our time one,,,

sriyany said...

All I can say is you know what's right for you and you deserve credit for making the first move. Not many women out there have the courage to do that.

In the next chapter: Never settle for anything less than what you deem perfect :)

sexyjessie said...

Anonymous:Tks, I got to make this move.

Eugene:He's definately not worth it.

sexyjessie said...

Sriyani:Tks for your support!

Cas said...

Sorry to hear but you did the right thing love. You deserve better and you will find someone who will take good care of you. Cheer up!

IMRIZ said...

i admire your courage. i'm sure you can find someone who truly deserves your heart.

sexyjessie said...

Cas and Imriz:Thanks for your support. Indeed I truly deserve someone better. :)

Mom Daughter Style said...

how are you? I hope you are doing fine. Im sorry to hear about your relationship and I think you did the right thing by walking away.