Aah, the final day and months of waiting came. My boyfriend came on the 26th, not on the 24th as he missed the flight. I was at the airport waiting with much anxiety and anticipation.
Waited... waited and waited. Finally, he showed up at the arrival and we met. Ahem, he was not the tall, dark and handsome guy as he claimed he's not; and he looked much older than the photo! Like 10 years!
I took him to the hotel and along the way, we talked and I prompted the question of how old he is, he did not tell me at first, but after much coaxing, he let the cat out of the bag. Yeap, my hunch is right. He's nine years older from his original age and I don't like the way he lied to me.
I brought up the question of marriage and spending the rest of our lives together. And he was not too keen about this subject.
After spending some time, we went out for dinner. Spend the night and he told me that he wants to go back to his hometown in Perak the next day. I was disappointed of him not spending another day with me and I've got to understand that he has to visit his family.
But, since these past few days, I feel that he's not that excited about me having as his girlfriend. He just called me once. I'm planning to go to his hometown to visit him or either I'm expecting him to come over but he's giving me excuses of wanting to spent time with his friends in KL this coming weekend. Gosh, is he hiding something here? Maybe he's having a family hidden somewhere.
I can feel that he's not being honest, sincere and serious about this relationship. He could take me as a convenient or stop over gf.
Deep down, I feel that I was really a stupid fool in love as maybe I've been blinded by this love. I feel horrible and devastated and I think I have to let go.
P/s I won't call him anymore and if he does calls me, I will ask for the breakup. Will update you guys on this hot news! It only take a few days more to make this final decision.