No calls from him and not even an email from him while he was in Germany. I sent him emails but there was no reply from him.
I've been struggling in this relationship, he sees as not a problem. I have to call him and even arrange to meet up each time.
I asked him his commitment level and by now he still can't give me a commitment that I wanted. Like, taking the next step, marriage. He even tells me that if I ever find another one, he's willing to let go of me.
His reasons being his work and his family issues. I thought it was real reasons, but I gave him benefits of the doubts so many times and it became excuses from him.
His going to Germany made me think twice.
Worst all, he cheated on me when I was with him. He's exploiting me and my feelings!
I wanted to leave many times but Im so afraid that I wont be able to find anyone to love me. I know that Im a fool in this, but I can't be a fool always.
Ps. How can he treats me like this?
6 comments:
Take it easy babe. There's no excuse not to call you or at least email you. He shouldnt take you for granted. Hope you work things out soon ya.
Relax... just do as you wish.
Cas:Things are not working out good between us.
Cindy:Thanks, I already know what to do.
Slowly...The more you want it to be, the more distance between you and him...Just let him be and stay relax. Guess this will make him feel worried, cos u stop bugging him. Patience is best policy here...
JoAngel:I've been patient for such a long time. I dont know how can I take this anymore. :(
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