Wow, what a year to begin with! It's only the 5th and today I heard of something which I would not like to hear. I'm bombed by very shocking news.
There was confirmation of my company selling its share to a new company and they will be axing half of its staff.
Uncertainties thoughts came:-
1) How true is this information? After all, they came from horses' mouths. If it's true, will I be affected?
2) Is my company deliberately extending my confirmation so that I'm volunteering myself to go? After all, they don't have to pay any compensation!
3) What am I to do if I lose my job? Other companies will not think of hiring me as I'm in my mid 30s.
4) How long can I survive financially without a job?
I'm really afraid after hearing this news, especially financially running low. I don't have any concrete plans at this moment.
I thought of giving English private home tuition if worst case scenario. It's gonna be hard as I don't have any experience but I need to start somewhere.
I'm depressed and frustrated. It's like you have a job security and now everything will be gone soon.
Ps. No one can change this situation around except God. I got to seek after Him and ask for solutions and guidance.