Butterfiles in my stomach

At this moment, my mind is numb and empty, just don't know what to blog in this entry. Maybe perhaps, I'm too overly excited of meeting my boyfriend tomorrow,oh boy I really can't wait. Had a butterfies in my stomach for the last few days.

I think tonight I won't be able to get my eye shut, will be tossing and turning till the wee hours in the morning. Even a good cup of black cuppa will do no good. Help me! My mind is running wild with good imagination of spending good time together.

P/s We've been waiting for this final day to meet.

Yipee, my boyfriend's coming

Yipee! I just got the news yesterday that my boyfriend is flying in Penang on next Wednesday, 24th Feb, 6.45pm. I just couldn't wait to see him. I'm sure that he does too.

P/s Thank you guys, for the time of waiting with me. Will update the events with you guys, later.

Is My Boyfriend Coming?

I was so excited when I received the news that my boyfriend was coming over to see me end of Feb 09. I'm sure for those who have been reading my blog My Boyfriend's Coming, you were excited with me too.

But right now, I'm not so sure about it because from the last conversation I had with him since on the 10th Feb, he might not make it. He has to get a double confirmation from his boss, as the company might not be able to release him due to shortage of manpower. It's been a week and I've not hear from him. BTW, he's working and living in US.

And from the sounds of it, he was not too excited of coming over. What can I do? I would like to meet him, after waiting for 7 months, maybe he wants to surprise me for the last minute or maybe it's not meant to be.

P/s Sometimes, the things you hope for doesn't turn out to be.

16 January CNY Memories

I know that CNY just passed 3 weeks ago. Just received the photos of which I was invited to a pre CNY steamboat dinner with my godbrother, Eugene and his business partner.

There were lots of good food, yum, yum, wine and beer plus with lots of good laughter and cheer. I was eating non stop for 2 hours! I really had a good time.

P/s Well, wish that we could do this more often! Thanks Kong and Eugene.

Uncertain times just look towards God

Life is truly can be uncertain as much as I'm experiencing now. Whatever we are holding on may it be our job, relationship, family, marriage, finances and health, one day it would just be gone.

There were millions of being laid off, pay cuts and even no bonuses due to the global economy that have affected millions worldwide. People are feeling frustrated of not knowing when their next meal will be, whether they are able to pay off their credit cards, housing and car loans. The worst is how are they going to feed their family?

I'm not the one are being lay off here, but I quited my job to pursue my dream. Sure, I'm worried about my future, whether I've enough cashflow to survive, no doubt my parents are supporting me all the way.

I did not and asked it to happen. (The quitting of my job.) I left on my own adamant.

One thing I've learnt from this challenges is don't ever put security on these things. It might just be gone one day.

The bible says: Do not store treasures on earth where moths and thieves will destroyed but store treasures in the kingdom of heaven.

I can bear with those who are going through this dark period in life, but just look to God. I'm depending and I believed He will provide and bring me through my circumstances with great glory, so will He do for you, if you believed.

I thanked God for all my challenges and through this, I grew closer to Him each day.

All praise and glory to Him!

P/s Proverbs 16:9 In a heart a man plans his course, but the Lord determines his steps.

Dad and Mom, a big thanks

My dad was freaking out when he knew that I tendered my resignation on the 21st Jan. He was fuming mad over the phone; was worried about me of not having another job at the the time I tendered my resignation.

I told him that I might start a tuition centre with my friend, which even got him madder. Finally I told him I'm going to further my study full time by taking up a diploma in childhood. (Part time for this course is not offered and it takes 4 years to finish.) He cooled down by then. My dad says that he going to sponsor for my studies, I was yearning to study this course since last year.

I went back during CNY and bought back the course info, and we had a discussion among my family. He said that he tried to get more info from his church friend who ran a kindergarten. Wow, my dad really takes an interest in my study!

I was struggling for the last week after knowing my dad going to sponsor my studies and I felt bad. Knowing that my I don't want to be a burden to my parents anymore, but I just had no choice. I know that my parents love me and I thanked God for them!

P/s Dad & Mom, a big thanks and I loved you both! I'm going to prove to you both of my success involving in a children's industry which will bring tremendous results!