Leaving for good; Fulfiling my dream

I might have done something foolish to the working world today despite of the current economic situation, which I tendered my resignation on the 21st Jan and after being working for 14 years. The reason being of not happy and exploited. I've been waiting for months to do so and I believed this is the right time.

People tried staying in their current job, but here I am leaving in 3 months. Am I being stupid here? I know it's going to be hard looking for a job, but I'm optimistic. One of the reason I leave is I loved working with children, this is my dream job. If I don't leave now, then I won't fulfill my dream. Hey, I'm chasing my dream here.

I might go in full time studying or start a english home tuition. Know it's going to be hard... all my toil and sweat going to be worthwhile. The fruit of my labour.

I won't be posting my blogs regularly, so dear friends be patient. I will do so when I will purchased a laptop maybe in 2 weeks time.

p/s Pls wish me luck in all my dream endeavours.
ANYONE looking for a english home tuition in Penang? Please contact me.

The Agony Of Waiting

That one call or the answer I'm waiting. This is what I'm going through right now, sigh. I just wish I could know the answer now. That call or answer could determine what will I do next. The agony of it....

Everyone tells me to hold on but it's so hard. How wonderful will it be if every part of my life is written and given to me in blueprint?

p/s I just don't know how long will I have to wait.

A little appreciation and compassion

I was having dinner and catching up with my church friend yesterday. She was telling me that one of our friend contacted dengue last week and was hospitalised for a few days.

Before he was hospitalised, he was on MC for 2 days and much of his chagrin, his boss asked him to return to work. (Is it all company's policy or style that while you are on MC, you are asked and have to return to work? Where's the compassion? Or are you indispensable to the company?!)

And to his surprised or horror (which I'm not sure of how he felt that time); not one of his colleague visited him while he was in hospital.

Sometimes, I wonder are we an assets to our company? They expect us to work our butt out, forgetting to appreciate us and maybe give a little compassion.

My Boyfriend's Coming

New year 2009 has begun, it's been the seventh day. I've been busy with work for the past week.

I met my boyfriend over the net last April. No doubt that we exchanged photos but we have not meet in person yet. Yeah, I got some negative remarks and comments from friends on this (I couldn't blame them on this), since it's a long distance relationship.
We both fell in love with our voices, thoughts, opinions, desires shared over the phone, minus the physical part.

Of course, I yearn to see, touch and feel him; I believed he wants to. We certainly braced the long distance storm till this day. He will be coming end of next month and now I'm counting the days that he will arrive. I'm sure he does too.

P/s Honey, do come quickly. I've waited long for this day.

Last Blog of 2008

Gosh, time does passed quickly. Christmas was like 6 days ago and now we are approaching the new year in a few hours time.

2008 was a quite a good year for me. I was introduced to blog and as matter of fact now, I'm so called an experienced blogger. Blogging does improved my English vocabulary and just to pour out my thoughts and feelings of what I'm gone and going through life. It had left me a few friends, which they had shared their thoughts and gave me encouragement.

I became an aunt too, missed my niece. The last time I saw her when she was 2 weeks old. Boy, it does make me feel old and mature to be an aunt.

I met my boyfriend. Little did I know that we think alike, our desires were same and we had so much things in common. And he knew my best friend's brother way back in high school. Talk about weired or fated!

During times of adversity, I gained a closer relationship with Him. He was the one who held my head and hand when I was in storm's of life. I clinged on to His promises and lived by it. We begin to understand each other more each day.

Well, let's not look backwards but what is ahead. Good memories we keep but bad ones we diminish. Let's take on good strife for the new coming year!

P/S Happy New Year 2009 everyone! Don't drink and drive. But if you are not sober, take a cab home instead.

Is There Sanctity of Marriage anymore?

One of the thing I feared most is being married. I know it sounds corny, but.....

I always dream about a happy marriage, a good and loving wife to my husband and a good mother to my children. Together, we will grow old still loving each other. Gone were the days when couples stayed together throughout the marriage.

I've been hearing true life stories of marriages being broken up. Even 2 of my cousins their marriages were dissolved. Infidelity top most of the break up, follow by financial, communication problems and eventually lots of disagreement. The worst is when the break up involves children. It's like one day the love between husband and wife just died. Most times, I wonder in the beginning of the relationship, was there so much pretence until when there is realization, then is it too late?

I know that marriage is the most hard work of a relationship. My parents was married for 35 years and still going. There were many loving arguments between them.

I definitely would like to get married to my boyfriend someday, but after knowing and hearing these break ups, I lost faith.

At the moment, I'm not ready for marriage. I need to reassure myself first.

P/S Happily married couples out there, I need lots of encouragement on this. Will appreciate your thoughts and suggestions.

Couldn't wait for Christmas

Yeeahhh, yipee, it's another 10 days to Christmas. All I want for Christmas is not my two front teeth..... It's another year for festivities with lots of eating, giving and receiving presents. As for me, this year I was given a free gift. It's a whole body slimming treatment worth RM320.00. Couldn't not wait to use it. I'm going to enjoy be pampered and messaged by the slimming experts.

Christmas is not the only time to celebrate with Christmas tree, food and gifts. It's indeed a joyous time of great celebration for Christians. It's the time when Jesus Christ was prophesied to be born of Virgin Mary two thousand years ago. He came to forgive our sins and reconciled mankind relationship with God.

I believed that Christmas has became too commercialised. They have lost it's true meaning of Christmas. Without Jesus Christ be born two thousand years ago, I don't think we will celebrate Christmas today.

P/s While you are celebrating Christmas this 25th, just do remember it's Jesus wonderful birthday. Merry Christmas everyone!